On bad weather... On a bad day... and a bad me

Saturday, November 11, 2006


What am I gonna do today?.... well to tell you the truth I dunno.... it's about to rain outside, i got to the office coz my super friend went to the mountains and nobody was left to cover his shift....so im stuck here with the others....i dont know them personally but really...i wanna know some of them... heheh...yeah! but that part is for me...and nobody knows it....
In any case... whatelse am I gonna do today...aside from downloading videos off limewire, and watch porn or maybe mtv's and stuff... i would probably just be fixing stuff around the office...its really toxic if you think about it...but that's what I dont wanna do ...to think too much...Ive been doing that for the past few months so really...that is not healthy....hmm...whatelse...oh i remember...i am reading other peoples journals... in some sites... some fictitious... some real..but who knows maybe they are not real either... I wanna get my job easier...maybe get a lot of things...designate them so I won't work that much... pressure? Well no.... I did not get the higher position so that's that.... im not bitter...its just that I wanna give him lee way in leading..hopefully he can do better than what I wanna bring....just bring it I mean...
The other week was fine, although lotsa work came... but its okay so far... I hope I earn more... I hate earning too little.... I cant buy anything that I want... and I cant help my folks...i cant buy clothes...and to think Im single... I get too much sex also...but I spend more if i get laid too much too...so it's really a paycheck to paycheck thing...with other perks....hehe funny but true...
My new boss is around...im still testing the waters though.... I dont wanna get too close...coz I know shark and alligators bite... then they do the death roll too.... oh my...oh deary my...
I would not like to eat too much... geeze.... Ive been working out for more than a year already...ive seen my pecs and my biceps become real ones.... but that is not the point I guess... Im now asking if Im gonna start to lose weight or still keep it since my hydroxycut supply will flourish by next month......Im just gonna see if that helps....till my next blog! death to those who despise me!

Success or not? Maybe...or maybe not!

Thursday, November 09, 2006


Its really hard...really hard to keep up with my blog... I've been out of this pile for about 2 months already so I'm kinda rusted... "Wala nang kwenta"....Hahah....
The position I applied for is already mine! So that's that..I should be happy right??? But why am I still unsatisfied? Do I see no future over this ordeal?....What's really weird to understand is that my position seems high already...though if you think about it....Im still not satisfied...Maybe it's the salary?....Maybe it's the people I work with.... Maybe it's the company that I work for....Rubbish to say though some parts of it seem true... I am now waiting if the fruits of my labor would materialize...
I hope they give me a raise... I hope they give me perks...I hope I work less and get paid more...I hope I get somewhere better... I hope I get to move on this feeling of unsatisfactionness... that's if there is such a word....

Weird world....
I hate my hair by the way... Id probably get that straightened out... So I can look good sometimes.... Geeze...when will I be staisfied.... :'( I'll try to tell you somethin about my trip on my next blog post...coz Im not satisfied also about what Im gonna tell you also... Ironic...wuwuwu!