I don't like it... I really don't like what I'm feeling right now... I am still mad.... now I know who the culprit is..and how the story went... I'm sure he's up for a challenge.... I'd like to stay unclear like this so you wouldn't know who I'm referring to...yeah that's the way it's gonna be now... Since I'm probably on the edge...of thinking what to say to everybody else.... I was severely humiliated to tell my folks....and so will I be once I tell my brother in Ireland... I wonder what he would say about this....most probably, its gonna be "I TOLD YOU SO!".... Was I a hapless soul to expect? Was I wrong? Am I a victim of this situation?.... I don't just sit around and do nothing...On a normal occasion I should have resigned....coz it's the right thing to do in this situation...how could I just be left hanging like that?
I mean if it happened to other people, they couldv'e turned all the tables and flipped cars by now...I trust my mentor... that's why I'm staying... and I have friends here.....but if the workplace sucks bigtime!, am I gonna stay? or should I go..... My Ireland application is just around...if I pursued that... then that would be a deciding factor... I wouldn't wanna stay with this corp if it continues the culture of POLITICS... I hate it when you know you are on the right side of things, but you could never do anything coz somebody stops you for their own abrupt decisions! Dammit! I hate him!.....He has inflicted blood....I will do this in return... nobody knows how I'll be doing that... nor do I know how I'll be doing it...but let's just wait and see.... I hope they do something about it....I'm tired... I will be throwing the towel if it turns out bad again.... I'm waiting for the right time to do these....sometimes I hate myself....I'm so introvert.... I cant get mad.... why the hell am I ranting on my blog!
I'm MAD AT THIS SITUATION! MAD AT THIS GUY! AND JUST MAD! PLAIN MAD! ANGRY AND FURIOUS! DAMMIT! I AM IN THE EDGE OF BEING COMPLETELY DEMORALIZED!!!! GRRRRRR...............!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I mean if it happened to other people, they couldv'e turned all the tables and flipped cars by now...I trust my mentor... that's why I'm staying... and I have friends here.....but if the workplace sucks bigtime!, am I gonna stay? or should I go..... My Ireland application is just around...if I pursued that... then that would be a deciding factor... I wouldn't wanna stay with this corp if it continues the culture of POLITICS... I hate it when you know you are on the right side of things, but you could never do anything coz somebody stops you for their own abrupt decisions! Dammit! I hate him!.....He has inflicted blood....I will do this in return... nobody knows how I'll be doing that... nor do I know how I'll be doing it...but let's just wait and see.... I hope they do something about it....I'm tired... I will be throwing the towel if it turns out bad again.... I'm waiting for the right time to do these....sometimes I hate myself....I'm so introvert.... I cant get mad.... why the hell am I ranting on my blog! I'm MAD AT THIS SITUATION! MAD AT THIS GUY! AND JUST MAD! PLAIN MAD! ANGRY AND FURIOUS! DAMMIT! I AM IN THE EDGE OF BEING COMPLETELY DEMORALIZED!!!! GRRRRRR...............!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!