KUMAGCOW - The Goodlooking Guy on His Journey : )

Wow!! I now have Internet access and I'm not restricted anymore!!! Weee!!! This is one happy day!!! My boss is already leaving and he'll be back after a few months....We ate a lot this afternoon....Then MIS finally fixed my Internet access...I'm so ecstatic!!!! Weee!!!!!! Now what do you think about my firebreather on top? I'm gonna make that my firendster backgroud someday but for now I'll just keep it here.... I would like to go out later so I better fix myself...hekhek.....find somebody to fill my emptiness....This is so much of a "DRAMA"....but maybe it'll come sooner or later.... Get another one while the iron's hot! Heheheh.....

Well...what do you know...after three long ardious months...my number 3 just gave up our relationship....this was a very tough one...
It kinda seemed a very long day for me...but i did not think it would come out that way....i thought the whole month of February was about love...and so I thought.....

We went to places where I thought it was convenient...to make love and all....got a present...flowers....and stuff....ate out...thinking it may end up a happy day for both of us... well the part we made love came true...but after that and a few sticks of cigarrettes...what blunted out was what lacked in our relationship...we didnt really had time....but I was making up to it right? was that and the effort not enough?......i tried...so hard but it still did not turn out right... This one knew it.... I have a girlfriend already ...but it did not matter as this one said.... My number one is already asking me to marry her but I begged off....of course! But this one said no matter what the issues I may have, it does not matter....well look at this issue now..... I thought we were happy and all...but was it that cold to bluntly say those things to me? I dont think I lacked attention...I make it a point that whenever I have relationships with other women I tell this one so it would not be an issue anymore...but why did it have to end up this way......this is so bad...... i feel so cold...but nobody will know....I'll have to give extra effort now to keep my self happy....I'll have to have a dose of deep house music!!!! ROOOAAARRR!!!!!!!

I hope none of my current relationships fade out...I mean, I want to entertain everything but I can't help it sometimes... If my current one knows about what I'm doing, it would really be my deathbed that comes next. I spent Valentine's day scheduling dates and everything, as far as I'm concerned I wouldn't want to get this current one to know. I literally went all the way North just to see, and feel, and get laid again. That's what we usually do when we meet, and sometimes its good since while we are doing it...we get to talk...a little but it means so much...i dont want this to end like my past one wherein we just lost things to talk about...we already had everything so we became bored...weird huh? it's sometimes like that.... i dont wanna argue about it.... she's the one?Think again....I wouldnt wanna get married yet...so that's that....i'll think about getting a family of my own if I'm already rich...filthy rich......



My boss is in town right now, I hope we dont get to dissapoint him....well my project's easy but you know how it is in this corp.... they think you havent done anything wvwn if you have tons already done....I'm thinkin about going out later...but my gosh...my meeting is at 8am tommorrow....what if I wouldnt be able to go to office on time....I was already late this morning...geeze.....So busy....but I really wanna go out later.....I can afford it... but can my body suffer longer? I havent been in the gym for 5 days already....geeze...my shchedule is a little hectic.....I hate it....oh my....will I still last? I hope so.....if not...i'll just sleep on it.... Lotsa dates later...like a post valentine treat....hopefully we all meet in one place so it wouldnt turn out bad afterwards....hahah...I'm a little naughty...but I'm still a hopeless romantic I guess.....I love them all....so I don't wanna lose anybody...
I hope I dont lose them all in the end. =)