Success or not? Maybe...or maybe not!

Thursday, November 09, 2006


Its really hard...really hard to keep up with my blog... I've been out of this pile for about 2 months already so I'm kinda rusted... "Wala nang kwenta"....Hahah....
The position I applied for is already mine! So that's that..I should be happy right??? But why am I still unsatisfied? Do I see no future over this ordeal?....What's really weird to understand is that my position seems high already...though if you think about it....Im still not satisfied...Maybe it's the salary?....Maybe it's the people I work with.... Maybe it's the company that I work for....Rubbish to say though some parts of it seem true... I am now waiting if the fruits of my labor would materialize...
I hope they give me a raise... I hope they give me perks...I hope I work less and get paid more...I hope I get somewhere better... I hope I get to move on this feeling of unsatisfactionness... that's if there is such a word....

Weird world....
I hate my hair by the way... Id probably get that straightened out... So I can look good sometimes.... Geeze...when will I be staisfied.... :'( I'll try to tell you somethin about my trip on my next blog post...coz Im not satisfied also about what Im gonna tell you also... Ironic...wuwuwu!