Happy feet?...or cold feet?

Well...what do you know...after three long ardious months...my number 3 just gave up our relationship....this was a very tough one...
It kinda seemed a very long day for me...but i did not think it would come out that way....i thought the whole month of February was about love...and so I thought.....

We went to places where I thought it was convenient...to make love and all....got a present...flowers....and stuff....ate out...thinking it may end up a happy day for both of us... well the part we made love came true...but after that and a few sticks of cigarrettes...what blunted out was what lacked in our relationship...we didnt really had time....but I was making up to it right? was that and the effort not enough?......i tried...so hard but it still did not turn out right... This one knew it.... I have a girlfriend already ...but it did not matter as this one said.... My number one is already asking me to marry her but I begged off....of course! But this one said no matter what the issues I may have, it does not matter....well look at this issue now..... I thought we were happy and all...but was it that cold to bluntly say those things to me? I dont think I lacked attention...I make it a point that whenever I have relationships with other women I tell this one so it would not be an issue anymore...but why did it have to end up this way......this is so bad...... i feel so cold...but nobody will know....I'll have to give extra effort now to keep my self happy....I'll have to have a dose of deep house music!!!! ROOOAAARRR!!!!!!!