Yeap! You heard it right! I am inlove again...I dunno why but things didnt work out with the nursing emo girl....she was too demanding... we both know our limits but I guess that's just it...I think she's really not that into me anymore... I hate it when that happens...but what can I do...people do really fall out of love... I'm a hapless wierdo... and yes I am probably living too much of a single guy's life... is it my fault? I don't think so... I'm enjoying my life the way I want to... not to keep pressures off (yeah my friends do that too)... but the hell...I don't care about what other people think anymore... I am in the marrying age... but I dont think I should just because I need to... I have to be in the state that "I want to"... that would be the niche I'd find before I settle down...
I do despise people who do that... like its their job to see you married off because they are married already too... and have kids... I can do that in a jiffy but I won't because that's the lifestyle I want to have right now... no this is no grudge... Im just tellin... nyahahah....
Well just today... I found out that a common friend... liked me... and what do you know... I like her too... we texted about what happened when she and a couple of our friends went out to Laguna just this weekend... I mean, yeah there were a lot of them making out, and doin stuff you already know when guys and gals get together but she wasn't doin anythin that time... I even asked myself why was I so behaved...much like what she was doin...just now... she asked me out of the blue... and told me this:
"You know the time that we were only the ones left in the room... you never even bothered to talk to me... or landiin man lang ako... heheh"
I asked her " hah?! (O_o) bat naman po?! "
She said.."Nahihiya kasi ako sayo nun...pero gusto kita"
I mean coming from a girl, I was a lil shocked... usually when someone falls inlove with me, I put effort into it...but this one was a lil off my chart... she likes me a lot...I'll try this one out..
Yeap.. I like her too...and I told her already.. We love each other... We're gonna try this out... hope it ain't another heartbreak in the making... ^_^ I've been lucky about love so far.... and women don't hold grudges against me... we still end up friends... Wish me luck on this one!!!