Maybe I Am...

Thursday, April 29, 2010

Now isn't it obvious that I am inlove?! How in the world am I running around in circles trying to find something else to do when all I think about is her.... why in the world am I so frantic to go out of the office and go out with friends when all I think about is her. Why in the world am I trying to forget her when all I could think about in that same instance is her. Why do I ask myself the silliest questions when I know for a fact that the only answer is her.

Do I have to forget you in order to put my life into a better place?! Do I have the guts to even tell you what I feel in the first place?! Or will that just destroy my chances of a better relationship with you. Do I have to hope these things turn out great after I tell you the truth?! or should I just stop dreaming and stop believing you are meant for me in one way or another?!

All I know is... I want to see you, I want to be with you.... but I don't want to ruin what we have now. I don't care if you have someone already, you are not married anyway! I like you and if you take the chance on me I'll prove you wrong that things like these destroy friendships like ours. I'll make sure you get what you deserve... I still believe everything would be better!


No comments: